I can see clearly now, the pain is gone... An appropriate song for today, and one of my favorites, so I added it to my blog playlist.Why is it appropriate for today? He Who Shall Not Be Named was up to his old tricks again, just out of the blue. I prefer not to deal with or speak with HWSNBN, but everyone once in a while Satan decides to poke his head out of Hell, put on some sheeps clothing and see what he can get away with. Today was one of those days.
A month after I moved to Hades, I visited a street psychic when one of my Karmarific girlfriends was in town. I said nothing. I sat down. Surprisingly, the psychic was instantly very serious with me. She knew I was running away to get a new start. She very clearly told me...
DO NOT LOOK BACK. What is in the past is evil and it casts an illusion to trick you.She then told me I may need to "run (away) faster."(oh, and my soul mate is a red-headed country boy. I should blog about my psychic experience)
Back to HWSNBN... THIS TIME, I could see the illusion coming and where I used to fall victim to his perfected sociopathic manipulation, I actaully SAW it this time. Clear as a BELL. I know its been a year and a half since I left him, but even a year ago I would have been fooled, felt guilty, felt sad, missed him, missed my life, thought "what if?" Not today. THERAPY ROCKS.
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